Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Bear with me

There may be a flurry of entries from me for a while. I don't know.

I'm just so sad today. Yesterday was OK. Today, I just can't pull my mind out of the memory of those ten minutes in the ultrasound room. Watching J realize what wasn't there. Ugh.

The irony is that I don't want to carry my own pain, but find that I can. And I want more than anything to carry his, and can't.

3 comments:

Martin said...

Just, take care.

Veronica Foale said...

xx

Holding your hand.

Maura said...

You are in my every single thought.